Photo & animal

Sea turtle is very cute and beautiful right? When you see a sea turtle and you have a camera with you..... first thing come into your mind is to take the photo....

But WAIT.......Do you know that when we shoot the sea turtle, the light will blind the sea turtle????

So pls think before you shoot!! I know they are very adorable but pls dun be selfish! Respect the nature!

Long and Flat

When I am writing this blog….I’m actually half drunk. I received a call today from Auntie Juliana. She invited me for dinner but I must not tell my mum…..Ok…not to tell my mum….

Auntie Julie: Ah yang… are u still working?
Me: Yes…. (Actually I was at home :p)
Auntie Julie: Good…. Later are u free? I want to invited you for dinner. Granduncle, uncle tony, nana, sister yong, rose, auntie annie and uncle peter will be there too. But dun tell your mum u coming out for dinner.
Me: errrrr ok…….
Auntie Julie: then meet you at 7:00pm at the heritage.
Me: ok.

Deep in my heart I was thinking what is going on? Can't tell my mum and Father chua is going to the dinner also. Dam this must be my judgement day…..I’m going to get it.

Well what can I do? I have to face it also. Who know……… when I walk to the dinning table there is Long Flat 2002 sitting there. In my heart: Long Flat at the table…. This should not be too bad,,, or they are trying to drunk me so that I will tell the truth? Ha ha ha I was totally wrong, granduncle only allow me drink ¼ glass of wine coz he dun want me murder people on the road… This is very thoughtful of him knowing that I can’t drink. The dinner went well. The best part is he ordered crayfish. I never eat crayfish before and I was thinking of crayfish for the pass few days. Wow tonight God blessed me crayfish….heee with Long Flat…. Man…. This is good and I’m half drunk now……

Long Flat Shiraz 2002 is one of the best wine. Everyone should try. It’s tests very smooth.

Father Chua you rock….. U have good taste on food and wine and thank you that I'm able to meet Erica and Elizabeth again. Now I'm long and flat on the bed.

Part 2: Photo workshop with Jonathan

The only 100% photo graded by Jonathan

Ring...Ring.... your CD is ready when can you come to pick it up. Oh my God! I'm too happy. Finally got my soft copy. From the photos I did notice that my performance is like a graft. At first I was not sure of my expression but after 2 cycles of shooting, that is what I can do. Unfortunately after 6 hrs of shooting my last few shoot with the wedding dress the photo quality drop dramtically because I'm too hungry. Oh well..... is true that photo never lie.

Love and marriage

“Marriage” when I search in Wiki it had been defines as a social, religious, spiritual or legal union of individuals that creates kinship.

Now a day, a lot of people start their family in their 30’s, some even prefer to stay single. Unlike last time, baby boomer generation seem to get marry in their 20’s.

When I was young, I’m scare to get married and have family because is not easy to play the role of “wife”, “mother” and “daughter in law”. I believe we always hear and experience the hardship of marriage. Now getting divorcé or dissolving engagement seems to be very conmen.

But does anyone ever pose and think for a while why this entire unhealthy thing is happening around us? It is because it too conmen?

Having relationship and falling in love is the most beautiful thing in life especially when both of them commit to cherish each other. In a relationship there will always has joy, tears, hardship, anger, disappointment, patient, tolerance, forgiveness, responsibility, commitment and etc. But when come to practical I think most of us will fail.

We think that we know what is “ love “ but why come to practical, we often “fail the test” . Of course there will be thousand reasons behind a break up.

But do you ever feel like the more break up you had, there more depress you feel, the more hopeless, the more you are losing the “love” in you? This is basically we always start a relationship when we are still hurt and haven’t recovered from the previous hurt.

That’s why never tell a person that you love him or her unless you are really sure that you will spend rest of your life with him or her not matter what because that is a commitment. Whoever listens to it, trust you. The foundation of love is “trust”.

“LOVE” is a heavy word. Sometime it is too heavy to be break. Yes, I am still learning how to “love”.

Part 1: Photo Workshop with Jonathan

Finally my photo session with Jonathan ended. It was fun and challenging session. As I expected he is looking for a perfect shoot from me. The hardest part is “my soul”. For this shoot we are looking into my facial expression. I was facing two major problems apart from my body size. First problem was my eyes and the second was my mouth. Both of these two features will effects the quality of the picture. After hundreds of shooting, only 4 photos came out nicely and only one photo is perfect in the way of lighting, facial expression and movement.

I love shooting photo regardless is a portrait or landscaping and do modeling simply because photo never lies. From a photo you can see a person “soul” . This “soul” is not only referring to the model feeling but also the photographer.

Technically I do not know how to put it in word. But you can see a person from the photo or any art work. That is their inner world. Just like you can "see" a person from the photo. Wait and see my "soul" coming up next week.
Cheers....

Eclipse

Finally got my eclipse.....

Up and Down

I had been home for 4 months already. For the pass 4 months lot of things had happen and I have to accept all the things that come along. I not eassy for me specially the emotional part. Lot of time I feel like giving up but some how things just force me to move on. That's why Jonanthan keep telling me that when he look at my photo I seem to be souless.

In my mind, I'm still much confuss and distrub and my body seem to be weaker. I still feel like I am swimming in the stormy sea. Everyone expect me to be strong and be cool. But does they ever realize that I'm only human? I just hope that I can be stronger.I still miss him.

I hope that this coming Tuesday I can have a good performance in the studio. I really dun want to dissapoint Jonathan. Futher more I think I should improve my skill. I know is hard but nothing is easy anyway. Never try never know. I wish to see how far I can go in fornt of camera. Just wish myself all the best.

For the pass few weeks I had been flighting against the "current". I just trying to arrange lot of activities as much as I can to make myself busy and tired so that I can sleep at night.

One thing I happy about myself is I had cut my hair. Now is really short. I love it. I look younger, more tidy and refreshing. Cutting my hair is the biggest change which I ever allow myself to go though. My long hair is my glory for the pass. But I find myself look better and feel better with short hair. I give myself a hug and thank you that give me a change to cut my hair.
I can't wait to see myself in picture.